So I thought it might be lack of sleep...but NO...I had 8 hours..isn't it enough?
Then I went down to see who is having coffee so I could join...and voila...NO ONE... I felt a little sadness in me...
I looked around... I found all the dogs greeting me... Oh I am not alone..and mind you guys I saw my little fatty princess Pulot, that's my cat..lol.. sitting on top of the keyboard looking at me...
Oh well, at least, I am not totally alone..haha
Straight to the washroom...clean myself up and heat water for my favorite coffee...
While having my first sip..I thought about life... So I asked myself....
A choice that would be our LIFE...
Whatever we chose it would be who we are...where we are...
So I get online and look for inspirational quotes that I love doing...
Why? am I not doing anything but be in the internet all day long?
Some misunderstood me of being online the whole...everyday of my life...lol
Some even asked me " are you not doing anything? I always see you online... How the hell are you coping with life?" haha... I know there's an intriguing thing from those questions...
So, I answered..." yeah, am always online from the second I open my eyes 'till I closed it at night". Then she said.. " What have you been doing? Chatting? What's with chatting gonna do good in your life? Why not work? blah blah blah...". haha OMG...won't she stop?
What I did... I smiled.. and never answered any of those...
And here's why... What matters is I am happy with my life... it might not be living in a castle with all the Kings and Queens but the happiness and blessings God has been pouring on me is priceless...
Again... you might ask WHY and HOW?
Here is it...
and I think everything and anything happens for a reason...
And I firmly believed that any problem has its own solution...
Now let us tackle why so many or some people have been questioning God.
Worst...they even blame God... that is really unbelievable way of seeing life.
They wanted to do something and ask God...not even trying... Scared of failures? or maybe scared to get an answer from their own questions...
But how would we get an answer if we haven't even tried it?
Some scares of what might people may say... haha..
You let them do that to you 'coz you are doing it to yourself...
Let me confess something to you guys...
I am no perfect nor a strong person...well, I used to... not the perfect one but the strong person ... But inner side of me I know I am...
I grew up like you may call it a "YES MAN"... Whatever I was told I just do it because I hate, omg, I never loved arguments. I always tell myself..."better left unsaid".
As I grew up... I battled with my life... you can never imagine what, how , and when... you may ask me WHY?
Through theses phases...I learned a lot...
One is about my passion... FAshion...
Hindrances I may call it or different turned I made, until I reached the age of 50 and I promised myself..."IT"S TIME"....
My life did changed...for better or for worst..It did changed and have no regrets because I know I am beautiful inside out...
And guys...beauty comes from within...
And like ME...