I know my being bubbly is not to be changed for I love laughing and making people laugh with me.
Mind you guys, not laugh at them but laugh with them...
Who cares if I made myself the laughing subject... As long as I am sure that I made them happy even for the moment they were with me.
Omgee, was I born a comedian??? lol...:D
But, of course, I don't expect everyone to like me. That's too far from my objective, expectations or should I say mission in life...
Ok, going back to the 1st day of 2013...
Went alone to my mom's place and we lunched together. Chit-chat with my nieces and nephews or are they already my grandkids??? haha
Not for me to remember... I was born their tita/aunt and will die as their tita/aunt anyways...
Though only one picture I could share with you taken before I left my mama's place, it is a picture of a mother and child, who shared the laughter and tears together...
I must admit I grew up being the Papa's girl but papa passed away and that day on, I promised myself that no matter what happens.. I will be beside her... Intrigues, rumors, misunderstandings and many negativity we both had surpassed because we both know how to cry and laugh.
I may look so snobbish or many misunderstood me as the mataray or brutally frank person. But inside me, I also cried but more of laugh though...
I grew up not so emotionally and physically close with my mama but in my heart she is like the veins that made me alive...
I couldn't say my mama is the perfect one but I am proud to say.. Mama is an Ideal Mother. No need to elaborate 'cause God knows why ...
Watching her while growing up made me proud inside.. Maybe you are wondering why "inside".
It's because when I was a kid I talked a lot with friends but shy in the inside.
At home, I preferred being alone in one corner though my sisters and brothers haven't noticed it haha...
Mama had so much baggages to carry that no one could imagine but still... she has the strength to carry on.. I wonder where she is getting that strength haha...
Mama being the eldest of 7 grew up like the bionic woman though she used the Batwoman make up (well, that was when she was a lot younger haha)
Fashionable which I inherited... well...maybe haha
Loves going out.. in short... so friendly and somebody to lean on kind of friend...
Mama Linda, as mostly called her and Tikang for me haha... How did I came to call her that, is I really have no idea. All I can remember is her brother Roger, hope remembr right, calls her TIKANG. haha
My gosh, don't ask me what it means ...uh-uh still no idea. haha
Anyways, to make my short novel short... unknown to everyone and also to me... I am my Mama's girl ...haha and she is my dear WONDER BIONIC MAMA...
To end this confession... Mama, I love you and thank you so much for all the lessons you've taught me and for sharing me the strength you have... Forever I will be your wall against all odds... <3 <3 <3